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But, it is my anniversary
I'm trying to escape my sense of being beleaguered... okay, so my day has been partly trashed by having to arrange lunch for 37 at the last minute, and I had to sit through a speaker whose most interesting attributes were his nervous habits (one of these days I really must videotape myself speaking just to make sure I don't do those things). It is still my anniversary with the very best person ever, and it's still a lovely day outside. True, I went out into the lovely day to buy him an anniversary present only to discover that it's out of print/production... and is expensive now on ebay... sigh. Focus on the positive, little fetus, focus on the positive.
The positive is really pretty easy, considering the time and energy that A. has put into keeping me happy for the last four years. I guess it's worked... for the most part I consider my upcoming marriage to him with serenity (occasional giddiness; occasional worry) and I think that's how it should be. We'll be good and save up for a condo, and keep reminding each other that normal isn't always best, and everything should be okay. Purr! I love my bug!
The positive is really pretty easy, considering the time and energy that A. has put into keeping me happy for the last four years. I guess it's worked... for the most part I consider my upcoming marriage to him with serenity (occasional giddiness; occasional worry) and I think that's how it should be. We'll be good and save up for a condo, and keep reminding each other that normal isn't always best, and everything should be okay. Purr! I love my bug!