Please scream inside your heart

[flexagon]

I'm an anxious mess and bring nothing to the table. This could be it, workwise, but I don't have enough data to make the call. I only see there's a big fat all-hands on the calendar for Thursday, and I'm a whole lot more ready than I was last time I stood on this particular cliff edge and looked over it.

Posting anyway because on Wednesday I did hold a straight handstand for 1:09 (coach's timer) and also did my fancy croc spinny trick. A good lesson. That same day I had a hard cider and a basket of fries for dinner at the Irish pub on the way home, which was honestly an enjoyable interlude and might happen again.

I've been doing Toki Pona flashcards at night, as kind of a relaxing memorization game, without really reviewing the grammar enough. So mostly I use the words to throw shade, mentally, on the impetuous young cat. soweli li apeja -- the animal is guilty. mi soweli li musi -- my animal is funny.

Comments

[nicki]

Good luck at the meeting and I hope things fall for you in your preferred direction.

[jadia]

Good luck...!

[randysmith]

Good luck, whatever that means on this round.

[ckd]

Good luck and best wishes.

[cordjostler]

Hope you came out of it ok.

It's funny how all-hands meetings went from just a boring thing to a anxious thing over the last few years.