Ugh

I know it's a bad sign when I get old songs from concert choir stuck in my head... you know, the ones that start with either "have mercy on us, o my god" or "kyrie eleison" (which means about the same thing). Making it look easy, ha. I wrote the photographer last night but haven't heard back from her... and I also picked a dumb little fight with HLM, which hasn't really had any consequences but I feel bad for doing it. Don't feel so good at the moment about him, the wedding, the institution of marriage, my finances or my alertness level. Feh. At least I am getting work done today. And hopefully TKD and the company of friends will cheer me up.

One funny/good thing: it turns out Y, who I think I'll start calling Ybride, wants us bridesmaids to plan her a bachelorette weekend in NYC in January... ye gods, does that girl know how to live it up... and are you ever getting off easy planning just one night, bluechromis! I expect it will be kind of nice for 4-months-married me, getting away to the big city for a couple of days all independent-like. But then, who knows how I'll feel. Anyway: Manhattan! *spine tinglies*