Last night: weird all around, apparently
Jul. 8th, 2003 08:26 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flexagonI woke up at 5:30 this morning, nasty and sticky, so I decided to get up and come to work early. Here I am. For some reason I was totally noticing all the animals I encountered on the way to work, so here you go... since I woke up I've seen cats, a spider, birds, chipmunks, a butterfly, another unidentified insect, and a dog.
Oh yes, and before I woke up I dreamed my mother had stabbed me in the lung and I was dying. Because I had asked her to, because of some kooky-ass reason about my husband (not HLM, he was Chinese) somehow selling us out to be part of another family (dynasty-type family). I could have done without dreaming quite so vividly about the air whooshing out, but it didn't hurt much. Then I was sitting on this green couch getting up my nerve to ask her to stab me on the other side, and I started thinking how I'd never grow old, and never get off the couch, and how the fact that I had to pee wasn't going to matter in a couple of minutes, and maybe I didn't really want to suffocate after all.... agggggh. Fucking hell, indeed. I dunno what I did to bring that on, but I'm kinda glad I'm awake.
Oh yes, and before I woke up I dreamed my mother had stabbed me in the lung and I was dying. Because I had asked her to, because of some kooky-ass reason about my husband (not HLM, he was Chinese) somehow selling us out to be part of another family (dynasty-type family). I could have done without dreaming quite so vividly about the air whooshing out, but it didn't hurt much. Then I was sitting on this green couch getting up my nerve to ask her to stab me on the other side, and I started thinking how I'd never grow old, and never get off the couch, and how the fact that I had to pee wasn't going to matter in a couple of minutes, and maybe I didn't really want to suffocate after all.... agggggh. Fucking hell, indeed. I dunno what I did to bring that on, but I'm kinda glad I'm awake.
