What the trick is

[flexagon]

I think the trick to depression is usually to avoid meta-depression. It's official now, I've felt bad enough for enough days on enough pretexts to admit that I'm just depressed in general. But you know... so what. People with good lives have bad moods and depressed moods and times when they feel insecure. Feeling guilty or depressed about that is putting spin on something that doesn't exactly need it.

So, I feel like shit and... whatever. I've got no energy to really care. Experience says that at some point I'll wake up and I'll have forgotten what it feels like to feel like this, just like right now I can't completely remember "happy and secure", and things will go on.