I've got body schtuff too.

[flexagon]

I had written a sort of long post about how I don't know what I'm doing with my fitness program, because it's been on my mind and I owe bluechromis the chance to hit me back. But, in the end, it was pretty boring. Nobody cares what I do to stay fit, which is actually kind of a relief since it means nobody is probably judging me too harshly. I've gotten back up to working about about 5x/week, but aside from the lifting it's just sort of random, so I'm missing that nice sense of working in a well-defined direction... and do you care? No, I didn't think so. I will say that stretching is starting to speak to me more--every time I do it these days, I feel like I enjoyed it and would like to do it more often. So that's one more vote for yoga, though I still don't know if that means signing up with a studio or trying to work on my own for a while. And if I focus in those directions it'll probably mean being at a lower cardio level for a while. Who am I kidding though? I'm already at a lower cardio level and it's not like I've died.

Part of me inclined to not solve this problem for a while, just because I'm tired of obsessing about it and it might be good for me to knock it off. What I'm doing now isn't so bad, objectively... I don't know why I feel this urge to be directed, directed, directed all the time.

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[bluechromis.livejournal.com]

You gotta start somewhere. :) Did you ever try the interval thing I told you about? I think you did, right? Anyway, that whole thing only lasts 20 minutes, so 20 minutes ain't bad.

Sigh... and it's kind of like Bally's... if you're within 25 miles of any obsession you can't get a refund and quit your membership. :)

Wyonoobsessionsming, here I come.