Thanks! Er, not that I meant to make anyone want to cry.
I both do and don't miss it. I do miss the deep sense of belonging I used to have there, when I was knit right into the fabric of the place and seemed to have an internal compass always pointing to the nearest Athena cluster. But then it's also all tied in with feeling exhausted, shaky and insecure.
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Date: 2005-02-05 04:54 am (UTC)I both do and don't miss it. I do miss the deep sense of belonging I used to have there, when I was knit right into the fabric of the place and seemed to have an internal compass always pointing to the nearest Athena cluster. But then it's also all tied in with feeling exhausted, shaky and insecure.