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Explosion imminent
Sep. 23rd, 2006 12:22 amToday (yesterday, this week) is trying to make me EXPLODE. I swear, every day I've managed to calm down (usually right before bedtime) and every day something concentration-shattering happens; either a reorganization, or news of another person leaving. Thursday not only did we already hear about the next person leaving, but all my iTunes music mysteriously disappeared. What!? I was able to find some of it in my Recycle Bin, but not all of it. Just weird little remnants. However, that's not meant to be the point of this post... it's only a small part of my frustration. In addition and much worse, I feel unable to talk about the things I most care about because I'm sure nobody will understand. I can't shake the cold I thought I was getting over last weekend. I didn't work out between Tuesday and today because of not being able to shake that cold. I have several friends in bad situations and it makes me feel helpless. Today was TBC's last day and I still haven't really internalized that I'll walk into work on Monday and not see him. It's just grating to hear bad news every single day, and it's definitely starting to wear me down.
I thought I had gotten through this day, at least, without hearing about anyone else leaving. But right before yoga class there was a car accident directly outside the studio. I didn't see it, just heard it... squeeeeeeeeTHUD. Nobody seemed hurt, just shaken up, but it provided the freakout factor for the day... or so I thought. Really, Colubrid was just playing with me; after a nice dinner with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
heisenbug I came home and found out via Google Chat that a contractor I've been making friends with, the one who went to trapeze with me, is being terminated. Crap!!
On a nicer note, Dark Sister and Whiplash Boy are in town this weekend because they're both interviewing here on Monday. I don't get to see them because I'll be in Philly for the zinefest. Sigh, I haven't seen her in ages, why must they come up this weekend...? But it's still great that there's progress toward getting them here. DS is an old, good friend and she understands loyalty.
I thought I had gotten through this day, at least, without hearing about anyone else leaving. But right before yoga class there was a car accident directly outside the studio. I didn't see it, just heard it... squeeeeeeeeTHUD. Nobody seemed hurt, just shaken up, but it provided the freakout factor for the day... or so I thought. Really, Colubrid was just playing with me; after a nice dinner with
heisenbug I came home and found out via Google Chat that a contractor I've been making friends with, the one who went to trapeze with me, is being terminated. Crap!!On a nicer note, Dark Sister and Whiplash Boy are in town this weekend because they're both interviewing here on Monday. I don't get to see them because I'll be in Philly for the zinefest. Sigh, I haven't seen her in ages, why must they come up this weekend...? But it's still great that there's progress toward getting them here. DS is an old, good friend and she understands loyalty.
