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Feelings coming up
Nov. 14th, 2021 08:25 pmI forgot to say last time that I found a really convenient way to clean up storage in my Google account, at https://one.google.com/storage/management, and cleaned out several GB. That should get me away from storage warnings for a few years. I'd like to do a good decrufting of Drive as well.
This week was different and had more free time in it, though the time certainly filled up. We saw Dune, my first time in a theater since (at least) early 2020, and I was pleased to correctly call that the Fremen costumes were done by Demobaza, which is now offering a Dune collection. I sorted my junk shelf and tossed some crap -- discovered I have a stupid number of USB cables -- and bought a small weight rack to organize our handful of dumbbells in our home gym. We saw a friend who's constantly depressed and trapped in a situation he hates, and that was a downer. I called it quits on Echoes of the Eye when the gameplay changed style halfway through, and just looked up videos to see the new endings and understand all the lore.
My cold has faded but now my lady bits are hurting. Not likely to be serious, but I'm annoyed at the sheer variability of being human. I'm also... hmm... just having a lot of feelings come up, now that I'm relaxing some. Super emotional. I've had a few slightly panicky flashbacks to my burnout episode in the summer, when I think about work, and some very overwhelmed feelings about Helios and the way his whole household seems to have accepted me. It is a level of kindness that is exceptionally hard to adapt to. Which I know is a good problem to have. But, look, can I tell you about my morning at his place? ( Cut for ridiculous sweetness ) A funny feeling. I have my own home, but have always loved having more than one place where I can feel that I belong.
Anyway. Back to staring at the wall and feeling emotions so that hopefully I can metabolize them. Tomorrow I finish my streak of non-work "maintenance" appointments with a mammogram and a checkin with my financial advisor, so that's a less good day for it.
This week was different and had more free time in it, though the time certainly filled up. We saw Dune, my first time in a theater since (at least) early 2020, and I was pleased to correctly call that the Fremen costumes were done by Demobaza, which is now offering a Dune collection. I sorted my junk shelf and tossed some crap -- discovered I have a stupid number of USB cables -- and bought a small weight rack to organize our handful of dumbbells in our home gym. We saw a friend who's constantly depressed and trapped in a situation he hates, and that was a downer. I called it quits on Echoes of the Eye when the gameplay changed style halfway through, and just looked up videos to see the new endings and understand all the lore.
My cold has faded but now my lady bits are hurting. Not likely to be serious, but I'm annoyed at the sheer variability of being human. I'm also... hmm... just having a lot of feelings come up, now that I'm relaxing some. Super emotional. I've had a few slightly panicky flashbacks to my burnout episode in the summer, when I think about work, and some very overwhelmed feelings about Helios and the way his whole household seems to have accepted me. It is a level of kindness that is exceptionally hard to adapt to. Which I know is a good problem to have. But, look, can I tell you about my morning at his place? ( Cut for ridiculous sweetness ) A funny feeling. I have my own home, but have always loved having more than one place where I can feel that I belong.
Anyway. Back to staring at the wall and feeling emotions so that hopefully I can metabolize them. Tomorrow I finish my streak of non-work "maintenance" appointments with a mammogram and a checkin with my financial advisor, so that's a less good day for it.
