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May. 3rd, 2005 07:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flexagonKay, having done a bit more reading I think the shrink is wrongedy wrong wrong. I can be somewhat perfectionist or compulsive*, but nothing like the things I'm reading about, and I'm scoring really low on all the quizzes (This one is real. This one isn't, but it's still pretty funny). It was fun, for 24 hours, to have my own mental diagnosis and feel like a real part of Prozac Nation. But in the end, either you can't pin OCD on someone just because they've admitted to having two bad habits, or else pretty much everyone has it. I wonder if it's worth paying $150 to go back, do the more extensive in-office quiz and see if I can wring some useful advice out of her hide?
I've been having bizarre dreams about people I don't see very often. Last night I dreamed that not only had I had an affair with E in the past, HLM was now getting it on with V, E's partner, and I was thinking how odd, I seem to be an open relationship. The night before that I dreamed that my first lover Tomcat was prowling around town with my fourth and worst one, JD, and they were both looking for me. Ahhhh! I think that last one was brought on by a weird call that was made to my house for me where the guy didn't say who he was and just said he'd call back, and the two of them would have been on the list for people who might act like that. Actually, Tomcat probably wouldn't, that was wishful thinking because I'd like very much to talk to him about noid boi.
And I realized yesterday that I quite forgot to mention going to HLM's orchestra concert over the weekend. It was a good concert and it's always nice to see my bug in his tux. For me the high point of the whole thing was a new (2003) composition called "The Burning Music", which faded out to the incredibly appropriate patter of rain on the roof. Apparently this effect was only audible from the balcony, and it was an accident, but damn was it effective. The piece itself was good, too.
*Clerical work, for example, once I get into it, is hard to stop before it's done.
I've been having bizarre dreams about people I don't see very often. Last night I dreamed that not only had I had an affair with E in the past, HLM was now getting it on with V, E's partner, and I was thinking how odd, I seem to be an open relationship. The night before that I dreamed that my first lover Tomcat was prowling around town with my fourth and worst one, JD, and they were both looking for me. Ahhhh! I think that last one was brought on by a weird call that was made to my house for me where the guy didn't say who he was and just said he'd call back, and the two of them would have been on the list for people who might act like that. Actually, Tomcat probably wouldn't, that was wishful thinking because I'd like very much to talk to him about noid boi.
And I realized yesterday that I quite forgot to mention going to HLM's orchestra concert over the weekend. It was a good concert and it's always nice to see my bug in his tux. For me the high point of the whole thing was a new (2003) composition called "The Burning Music", which faded out to the incredibly appropriate patter of rain on the roof. Apparently this effect was only audible from the balcony, and it was an accident, but damn was it effective. The piece itself was good, too.
*Clerical work, for example, once I get into it, is hard to stop before it's done.
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Date: 2005-05-03 06:33 pm (UTC)I'm glad your aunt is better. Hand washing seems to be one of the more classic ones.