( Another friend engaged )
I've been quiet because I'm scrambling. Wherever I go, that feels like the most important thing I could possibly be doing, and I'm happy until I have to make a transition--which means I'm a few minutes late for work because I was straightening up one more thing at home, resentful at having to leave work at 6:00 because I'm trying to catch up there too, hanging out at TKD too long after class because I so desperately need to stretch, then being pissed off that it's bedtime because I so wanted to get more done around the house. Oh yeah, then I oversleep because I'm exhausted and am having bad dreams that I have to do two weeks in jail.
I'm sure I should be breathing deeply or something--yippee, one more thing I bet I'm not doing right. Shut up. I'm trying. :( And now, back to the code that awaits...
I've been quiet because I'm scrambling. Wherever I go, that feels like the most important thing I could possibly be doing, and I'm happy until I have to make a transition--which means I'm a few minutes late for work because I was straightening up one more thing at home, resentful at having to leave work at 6:00 because I'm trying to catch up there too, hanging out at TKD too long after class because I so desperately need to stretch, then being pissed off that it's bedtime because I so wanted to get more done around the house. Oh yeah, then I oversleep because I'm exhausted and am having bad dreams that I have to do two weeks in jail.
I'm sure I should be breathing deeply or something--yippee, one more thing I bet I'm not doing right. Shut up. I'm trying. :( And now, back to the code that awaits...