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...so take those 14 years and shove it
Aug. 18th, 2008 10:29 pmA thought I had recently: as of next month I'll have been in Boston for just as long as I lived in the town I grew up in... fourteen years. Fourteen adult years in which I've been awake and aware and doing things, very formative -- in their own way more formative than when I was young and had no choices.
Another thought I had recently: as of next year, I'll be 32, twice as old as I was when I fell in love for the first time and became sexually active. Sixteen years of no sex, wow. Sixteen years of sex, wow!! (And for nine of those years I've been with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
heisenbug. That's more than half of it. Good grief.)
I won't always be young enough for this kind of thing to happen, but for now I am. Does it mean anything, or is it just fun to play with numbers? I can't wait until I've been in Boston significantly longer than I was in Montana. And it will be fun someday when I've been married toheisenbug for 26 years, the age I was when I married him. And it will be fun someday to have a million dollars. I think everyone plays these games. If nothing else, they make me not sorry to see time passing.
Another thought I had recently: as of next year, I'll be 32, twice as old as I was when I fell in love for the first time and became sexually active. Sixteen years of no sex, wow. Sixteen years of sex, wow!! (And for nine of those years I've been with
heisenbug. That's more than half of it. Good grief.)I won't always be young enough for this kind of thing to happen, but for now I am. Does it mean anything, or is it just fun to play with numbers? I can't wait until I've been in Boston significantly longer than I was in Montana. And it will be fun someday when I've been married to
heisenbug for 26 years, the age I was when I married him. And it will be fun someday to have a million dollars. I think everyone plays these games. If nothing else, they make me not sorry to see time passing.
