Lots of crying today

[flexagon]

So, long story short, I don't get to work for Galahad anymore. Galahad is going away to work on something I don't especially necessarily want to work on (but would have, in order to stay with him), and I am staying put to provide continuity for the rest of the team's transition to the new manager. I suppose he'll now need an LJ name.

I had advance notice, I had even talked once with the new manager already and found myself significantly reassured, and I still cried all the way through the meeting where Galahad announced the whole thing. Argh! Then I had lunch with one of the new manager's minions, and what did I do through half of that? And what did I do after yoga class during savasana? Yep.

Why am I up so late?

Comments

[elbren]

Tears aside, does your mind at least know it's going to be ok? Is new manager good to work with?

[flexagon]

Thanks, this is a good question. While nothing is ever guaranteed at Zillian, I do think that things in the future are going to be okay.

It's more, I think, that I'm grieving.

[(Anonymous)]

Well the only thing I know of to do for grief is to let it run its course, which goes faster if you really feel it all the way to bones, so tears sound exactly right. Best wishes.

- still me, at work

[rifmeister.livejournal.com]

It was nice to see you at least. Change is happening.